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little_callahan) wrote2007-02-22 09:15 am
little_callahan) wrote2007-02-22 09:15 am
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[EM] 31 - Is there any place you would rather be right now?
Hmm, lessee...I’d rather be in Philadelphia! How’s that?
Eh, figured it wouldn’t work.
Truthfully, yeah...some days I’d rather be anywhere else but where I am. I’d rather be at home, busting my ass for a promotion by busting assholes like me and my brothers used to be, y’know? I think I could’ve been a damn good cop, and one day I would have made it to where I *really* wanted to be...Internal Affairs. Yeah, call me crazy, but Father was a dirty cop. I always wanted to make that right by getting all of them, y’know? I want to be the officer he never was.
But I’m not...and I don’t bloody know if I ever will be.
[locked from everyone but Baileigh]
And truth is...right now I wish I was with Carter.
It’s fuckin’ crazy, y’know? Just...how we happened. A little friendly pestering, and I’m meeting him at a bar, and then I’m getting a room with him. And when I say I’ve never done that before? I’m not talking about the sex...’cause that’s true, too. He’s my first.
But now I find myself, more and more, wanting him to be my only.
I don’t believe in love at first sight. I just don’t...that shit doesn’t happen. But...what about knowing you’ll fall in love? Can you get that at first sight? I mean...if you can, that’s what I’ve got. I call him or IM him, and it’s like this feeling of free falling. The bottom of my stomach is just gone and I’m weightless and giddy...and when I hit bottom? I just know I’m gonna...propose or some shit. But that’s where I’ll be...the place where I can say “I love you” and he won’t think I’m just enamored ‘cause he got my cherry or something.
I’ll be the first to admit...maybe that’s where I am. He’s my first *everything*...lay, kiss, date, boyfriend, fucking all of it. It’s new and shiny and it’s the one thing in my life that hasn’t been tarnished yet. I have no past history, no fears or lessons to learn from. I could just be living in a fairy tale...like...woman in lukewarm water, floating on by.
And I could just write it off as sappy nonsense...except for the fact that he makes me forget.
If I could be anywhere in the world, right this second...I’d be there in that place. I’d have him holding me and touching me...running his fingers over my scars again. I’d have him holding tight, hard enough to bruise...teaching me that pain isn’t always bad, while at the same time he’s breathing me in and burrowing his face against my neck like he wants to crawl inside my skin and just live there.
I’d have him nibbling on my neck again, leaving that sore little bruise...the one that’s fading more with every passing day.
If I could be anywhere...I’d be with Carter again, in that one perfect moment when he’s making me his.
[/locked]
Muse: Valkyrie Callahan
Fandom: Supernatural (OC)
Words: 511
Eh, figured it wouldn’t work.
Truthfully, yeah...some days I’d rather be anywhere else but where I am. I’d rather be at home, busting my ass for a promotion by busting assholes like me and my brothers used to be, y’know? I think I could’ve been a damn good cop, and one day I would have made it to where I *really* wanted to be...Internal Affairs. Yeah, call me crazy, but Father was a dirty cop. I always wanted to make that right by getting all of them, y’know? I want to be the officer he never was.
But I’m not...and I don’t bloody know if I ever will be.
[locked from everyone but Baileigh]
And truth is...right now I wish I was with Carter.
It’s fuckin’ crazy, y’know? Just...how we happened. A little friendly pestering, and I’m meeting him at a bar, and then I’m getting a room with him. And when I say I’ve never done that before? I’m not talking about the sex...’cause that’s true, too. He’s my first.
But now I find myself, more and more, wanting him to be my only.
I don’t believe in love at first sight. I just don’t...that shit doesn’t happen. But...what about knowing you’ll fall in love? Can you get that at first sight? I mean...if you can, that’s what I’ve got. I call him or IM him, and it’s like this feeling of free falling. The bottom of my stomach is just gone and I’m weightless and giddy...and when I hit bottom? I just know I’m gonna...propose or some shit. But that’s where I’ll be...the place where I can say “I love you” and he won’t think I’m just enamored ‘cause he got my cherry or something.
I’ll be the first to admit...maybe that’s where I am. He’s my first *everything*...lay, kiss, date, boyfriend, fucking all of it. It’s new and shiny and it’s the one thing in my life that hasn’t been tarnished yet. I have no past history, no fears or lessons to learn from. I could just be living in a fairy tale...like...woman in lukewarm water, floating on by.
And I could just write it off as sappy nonsense...except for the fact that he makes me forget.
If I could be anywhere in the world, right this second...I’d be there in that place. I’d have him holding me and touching me...running his fingers over my scars again. I’d have him holding tight, hard enough to bruise...teaching me that pain isn’t always bad, while at the same time he’s breathing me in and burrowing his face against my neck like he wants to crawl inside my skin and just live there.
I’d have him nibbling on my neck again, leaving that sore little bruise...the one that’s fading more with every passing day.
If I could be anywhere...I’d be with Carter again, in that one perfect moment when he’s making me his.
[/locked]
Muse: Valkyrie Callahan
Fandom: Supernatural (OC)
Words: 511
[locked from everyone but Valkyrie]
Re: [locked from everyone but Baileigh]
But you're right...we so are. And you can tell Carter that means him 'n me are totally having kids, wolfiness be damned.
PS: Cain's already all in love with you and shit, so I'm SO telling him you love him. It's sickening around here after you call...he actually stops growling. *STOPS GROWLING.* It's scary.